It's unbelievable! I went to formal the other night and felt like crap the whole night, even though i danced to my hearts content.
I missed my ex best friend, so close yet so far. I find it amazing that we use to stay up late nights talking to each other and when you went over seas I was so desperate to talk to you I even called you and it worked, but then you didn't so you suck =p. LoL.
But yeah, never again...? It's so hard to talk to you now, now that we're not friends. Even though i do enjoy the random replies to my text messages sometimes it's nice of you, makes me smile. Sorry if i did you wrong, even though you did me wrong. It was both our fault that we're not best friends anymore, I miss you heaps.
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Ok Steohanie time!
Believe it or not i nearly gave up on school, i couldn't see myself go on anymore, but after much discussion i didn't give up and amazingly passed all of my subjects so thats a 1+ for me hehe.
Applied for secondary education courses after Year 12, so im going to go to uni to become a teacher. Hopefully?
I enjoy playing basketball these days real fun! My posts don't even make sense. Will update later.
Love you steph!
20090915
20090828
Life.
You know everybody, Year 12 is TOUGH, but you have to soldier through it. I've been so indecisive over what to do after year 12. I always knew 'studying' wasn't the thing for me, but i never gave up on it. Today i gave up on it, I'm going to finish year 12 and do what I've always wanted to do. CUT HAIR. So pretty much if you want to do something and you like it just do it, you're never too old to change your mind. When you reach 30 just make sure you know what you like and what you're doing because you MUST support you and your family.
And most of all discuss your life with your parents, brothers, sisters, friends. But don't let them make the decisions for you, you make your own decisions. It's not what others think which make your decisions important, it's what you think which make your decisions important. Everyone has a different importance to them.
So pretty much, my life after year 12 is decided I am going to cut hair. Thank you.
And most of all discuss your life with your parents, brothers, sisters, friends. But don't let them make the decisions for you, you make your own decisions. It's not what others think which make your decisions important, it's what you think which make your decisions important. Everyone has a different importance to them.
So pretty much, my life after year 12 is decided I am going to cut hair. Thank you.
20090817
The Island Update
Just to clarify things, yes I do think my first song 'The Island' is shit. But hey everyone has to start somewhere, and unfortunately this is how i started.
The Island
This is the island,
Where the coconuts are falling
This is the island,
Where the rain does not stop pouring
And I keep trying
Till the hours of the early morning
And I keep trying
Till there's no more denying
That, you should be my girl
And that you should be my world
Cause girl I can't stop trying
And girl I can't stop hiding
Because, this is the island
Deserted for just for us
This is the island
Where love... begins with me and you
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Who likes my first demo song? Well honestly the lyrics don't do my any justice. I started to rhyme it at first then i was like ahh stuff it i'll try something different etc etc. I'll probably make a video of me singing this. If you haven't noticed coconuts and rain represent the heart and tears.
-David.
Where the coconuts are falling
This is the island,
Where the rain does not stop pouring
And I keep trying
Till the hours of the early morning
And I keep trying
Till there's no more denying
That, you should be my girl
And that you should be my world
Cause girl I can't stop trying
And girl I can't stop hiding
Because, this is the island
Deserted for just for us
This is the island
Where love... begins with me and you
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Who likes my first demo song? Well honestly the lyrics don't do my any justice. I started to rhyme it at first then i was like ahh stuff it i'll try something different etc etc. I'll probably make a video of me singing this. If you haven't noticed coconuts and rain represent the heart and tears.
-David.
Updated!
Finally updating my blog, at the request of Stephanie.
So who exactly is Stephanie? Stephanie is some random korean girl who happens to be my girlfriend. She's pretty, goes to church, is innocent (as if), and plays the piano very well.
One time Stephanie was naked... on the phone... taking a shower and i was listening to the water run... lol. Erotic, yes it was.
Hmmmm, well it's pretty lonely now, haven't talked to Steph for ages, but why? BECAUSE she got a massive phone bill. I never get the chance to bring it up because I CAN'T because I don't talk to her on the phone anymore. And everytime I try to bring it up on facebook she changes the subject.
Well work sucks, I work 2 days a week now, that's about $280 every week but yeah... that means I have no weekend life and after the weekend is school. So yeah I have no life?
Right now its 2:38am and I'm updating my blog because i read a nice message from Steph. Grrr I keep missing her on msn by like 10mins it's a conspiracy!
If i do crap in school this year my plans are, to get my rsa and study hairdressing... then keep playing guitar then study music.
That mean's I'll be an alcohol serving hairdresser who plays the guitar. After I study music what will I do? Maybe just compose music etc for movies or something. I have no idea.
SEE YA!
So who exactly is Stephanie? Stephanie is some random korean girl who happens to be my girlfriend. She's pretty, goes to church, is innocent (as if), and plays the piano very well.
One time Stephanie was naked... on the phone... taking a shower and i was listening to the water run... lol. Erotic, yes it was.
Hmmmm, well it's pretty lonely now, haven't talked to Steph for ages, but why? BECAUSE she got a massive phone bill. I never get the chance to bring it up because I CAN'T because I don't talk to her on the phone anymore. And everytime I try to bring it up on facebook she changes the subject.
Well work sucks, I work 2 days a week now, that's about $280 every week but yeah... that means I have no weekend life and after the weekend is school. So yeah I have no life?
Right now its 2:38am and I'm updating my blog because i read a nice message from Steph. Grrr I keep missing her on msn by like 10mins it's a conspiracy!
If i do crap in school this year my plans are, to get my rsa and study hairdressing... then keep playing guitar then study music.
That mean's I'll be an alcohol serving hairdresser who plays the guitar. After I study music what will I do? Maybe just compose music etc for movies or something. I have no idea.
SEE YA!
20090813
Positive
I'm at McDonalds right now, but I'm not eating, just leeching the free internet. School is a bit better now, I'm more organised and stuff. I'll be working out this afternoon and dancing.
Seeee ya =] stay safe everyone.
Seeee ya =] stay safe everyone.
20090807
First Time In a Long Time
Recently I have been depressed and unmotivated in life but why? Well I'm fucking sorry that I'm not the best, I'm fucking sorry that I break out a lot due to my lifestyle, I'm sorry that I'm not who I fucking want to be. It's pretty much a self-esteem problem which has led to me being depressed.
It's like I 'WANT' to do many thing's but when it comes down to doing it, it just doesn't happen at all. Like FOR FUCKS SAKE! WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!?!?! Is there even an answer to all of this?
Well at least I'm not skipping school anymore, and I'm actually going to 'TRY' this time to do things that I want.
My Current Schedule:
-School
-Sleep
-Stephanie
My New Schedule:
-School
-Working out
-Homework
-Stephanie
-Sleep
I've realised that I have bad time management, always sleeping in the afternoons when I can be working out. I'm going to break this habit, apparently it takes two weeks to break a habit.
I WAS going to buy an electric guitar this week, but my brother fucked me over and Is no longer willing to give me money to buy one, I'm so indecisive with my money If I keep it on me then I will slowly spend it. Maybe I should start giving it to my mum again to save towards my car?
Well, this is all I have to say... Sorry for the long delays I've been spending my time unwisely, and tweety just incase you read this I'm still working on my blog! Thank you for all of your help up until now.
20090715
My Counter
You see how there's 16 counts, and if you're reading this then it probably has gone up.
But anyway, out of those 16 i think 9 are from me just randomly re-reading what I've written! What does this tell me? That i read my own blog too much i suppose?
School's started again... it's only been two days and I've already started to fall asleep on the bus.
Well this is me as of 15-Jul-2009 *points to picture below*
yup, officially on a diet thing-o. might lemon detox if i'm rich about it. or just keep working out.
But anyway, out of those 16 i think 9 are from me just randomly re-reading what I've written! What does this tell me? That i read my own blog too much i suppose?
School's started again... it's only been two days and I've already started to fall asleep on the bus.
Well this is me as of 15-Jul-2009 *points to picture below*
yup, officially on a diet thing-o. might lemon detox if i'm rich about it. or just keep working out.
20090712
Taken from "60 Things Most Girls Don't Know About Guys"
These are the ones i can relate to.
-- Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them
--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
--Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
--Guys get jealous easily.
--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
--Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
--Girls are guys' weaknesses.
--Guys are very open about themselves.
--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.
--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
--Try to be as straightforward as possible.
--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
--Guys don't really have final decisions.
--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
--We don't like girls who are too skinny.
--Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....
--Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.
--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
bonus. in relation to the first point -- Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them
-- Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them
--Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
--Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
--Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
--Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
--A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
--Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
--Guys get jealous easily.
--Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.
--Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
--Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
--Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
--Girls are guys' weaknesses.
--Guys are very open about themselves.
--A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
--Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
--Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you a whole hell of a lot.
--Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
--Try to be as straightforward as possible.
--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
--Guys don't really have final decisions.
--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
--We don't like girls who are too skinny.
--Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....
--Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.
--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.
bonus. in relation to the first point -- Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them
I am at work
Well im at work and im really really bored, there are no customers! So anyways steph is going to america today so im going to miss her =[ and i already half miss my buddy tien because it feels awkward talking to her now and im banned from texting her, but it makes stephanie happy. Look a customer just bought carrots from me, yay! Omgsss who would have thought working would be so boring? Wells anyways im a bit rich i might layby some number platesfor my (future) S15 which say 733ANN (teeann or tien) bye~~
20090703
Seriously?
20090701
Oh So Confused!
I like omarion - ice box ... again...
too many to chose from. FFS!
rant! rant! rant! rant!.
haven't been doing much these days recently went to a wedding and met some new people, they were attractive, and then been driving my friend around alot.
too many to chose from. FFS!
rant! rant! rant! rant!.
haven't been doing much these days recently went to a wedding and met some new people, they were attractive, and then been driving my friend around alot.
20090625
Too Many
I took a lot of pictures to update my blog with, but which ones do I use? All of them?
Calpis @ Kadoya. This stuff is the awesomness.
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via FoxyTunes
20090615
Too Much Fun to be Good.
I've Procrastinated too much! And I have an assignment due in two hours!
Oh Shizzle! Can I finish It? I believe so! (hee) *laughs*
Well I finally talked to Steph for ages, she got her $4 international calling plan going and stuff, and she was so cute yesterday asking me "Since it's cold right now, do you have Christmas in June or do you have it in December when it's hot?"
Amazingly, cute, because she's blonde?
I started again, the tekken 6 awesomeness, but I'm really rusty now.
Username: -LeeDh
Character: Hwoarang.Korea's.FlowerBoy
GTG GG!!!
Have to start my assignments! Will update after school!
Oh Shizzle! Can I finish It? I believe so! (hee) *laughs*
Well I finally talked to Steph for ages, she got her $4 international calling plan going and stuff, and she was so cute yesterday asking me "Since it's cold right now, do you have Christmas in June or do you have it in December when it's hot?"
Amazingly, cute, because she's blonde?
I started again, the tekken 6 awesomeness, but I'm really rusty now.
Username: -LeeDh
Character: Hwoarang.Korea's.FlowerBoy
GTG GG!!!
Have to start my assignments! Will update after school!
20090611
*Laughs*
I've decided my future, I know what I'm going to work towards. But I won't work towards it individually I will also work towards other things.
QCS practice today was gangster, the best way to waste a whole day of schooling. I wrote a love story about getting played for my writing task with the theme being: Circles.
It went something like this...
I seem to be going round and round in circles, who would of thought getting out of a 3 year old relationship would be so hard? My friend once told me *i saw this off msn* never to give my heart to a girl, instead give her a circle. Hearts have a beginning and an end, while circles only have a start.
... *skip a few paragraphs*
I really should have given her a circle and not my heart, the circle which she's given me just won't end. I do the same things everyday repeating this cycle of depression; thinking of her, dreaming of her, wishing she was still be side me.
... *skip a few paragraphs*
(Btw the stimulus task had a dog on it going around in circle and the words beside it was "I seem to be going round and round in circles and based my next paragraph on this)
But I am nothing more then a dog trying to catch it's own tail, something which can never occur, she's my tail... No matter how hard I try I will never catch it.
The end.
Let's hope I get a good mark for my creative mind.
Well 3 assignments due tomorrow and I've barely started, wish me luck. Ganbare! Goemon!
-LeeDh.
PS. What should I get on my senior jersey? I was thinking something like:
-EPIKLeeDh
-LeeDhjjang (Leader/Jjang = awesomeness)
-LeeDha.
-LeeDh.
-2PMLeeDha (2pm Leader (haha lame but awesome))
-It's2PM
QCS practice today was gangster, the best way to waste a whole day of schooling. I wrote a love story about getting played for my writing task with the theme being: Circles.
It went something like this...
I seem to be going round and round in circles, who would of thought getting out of a 3 year old relationship would be so hard? My friend once told me *i saw this off msn* never to give my heart to a girl, instead give her a circle. Hearts have a beginning and an end, while circles only have a start.
... *skip a few paragraphs*
I really should have given her a circle and not my heart, the circle which she's given me just won't end. I do the same things everyday repeating this cycle of depression; thinking of her, dreaming of her, wishing she was still be side me.
... *skip a few paragraphs*
(Btw the stimulus task had a dog on it going around in circle and the words beside it was "I seem to be going round and round in circles and based my next paragraph on this)
But I am nothing more then a dog trying to catch it's own tail, something which can never occur, she's my tail... No matter how hard I try I will never catch it.
The end.
Let's hope I get a good mark for my creative mind.
Well 3 assignments due tomorrow and I've barely started, wish me luck. Ganbare! Goemon!
-LeeDh.
PS. What should I get on my senior jersey? I was thinking something like:
-EPIKLeeDh
-LeeDhjjang (Leader/Jjang = awesomeness)
-LeeDha.
-LeeDh.
-2PMLeeDha (2pm Leader (haha lame but awesome))
-It's2PM
20090609
Ice Lemon Tea
I ran out of ice lemon tea last week, and right now i crave for some, so in replacement i will just drink cold water.
I just took a shower and i feel really clean, even brushed my teeth ^^ (not a habit of mine at night).
Well it's been ages since I've talked to Steph, and I've also been doing PDT (Personal Development Training).
I want to improve myself, but I am drowned in facts now knowing what to follow or to do, so I decided to follow what I think is right and stick to it.
TOP and Jaebeom are cool cats.
What time is it? It's 2pm!
I just took a shower and i feel really clean, even brushed my teeth ^^ (not a habit of mine at night).
Well it's been ages since I've talked to Steph, and I've also been doing PDT (Personal Development Training).
I want to improve myself, but I am drowned in facts now knowing what to follow or to do, so I decided to follow what I think is right and stick to it.
TOP and Jaebeom are cool cats.
What time is it? It's 2pm!
20090607
Get Better. Ganbare! Doraemon!
Stephiiiieeeee, get better. Soon... so we can talk for ages and hang around with each other again.
WELL
bye.bye
[officially.poor.nintendo.wii.god.damn.you]
I want a digital camera, so i can take alot of pictures.
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WELL
bye.bye
[officially.poor.nintendo.wii.god.damn.you]
I want a digital camera, so i can take alot of pictures.
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20090603
Bad Dream?
I had a weird dream last night, that my friend betrayed me. AND YES! It was pretty sad... on the account that it's your friend who betrayed you.
Well It's 5:14am and I lost my phone! I really want to talk to Steph, god dammit!
No more yakult left as well.
Bye! ~~
Ahhh breaking today, looking forward to it soOo much.
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Well It's 5:14am and I lost my phone! I really want to talk to Steph, god dammit!
No more yakult left as well.
Bye! ~~
Ahhh breaking today, looking forward to it soOo much.
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20090602
I Feel It, But I'm Not Using It.
I feel that there is a certain something in me which can make me a very successful person. Seriously I don't know if it's just plain coincidence or what, but when I think of something, it happens indirectly.
E.g. I got ready for school today and then looked in the mirror and thought to myself, wow, I look exceptionally good in my uniform today. It would be great if I could model out or school uniform and get someone to take pictures for me. And then in session 3 we start taking photo's of our school uniform, coincidence much?
There's been many times when this has happened.
So what if I used this so called power/skill? I wonder if it would work.
Dear everyone, if you're interested in getting to know me and doing something awesome then let me know please. I'm the type of person who likes doing things but not alone, I need a group for motivation.
Well I'm going to study now, bye bye!
Stephiieee
I liked the way you asked me if it was still May in australia because i said it was cold.
If only i could hug you forever and ever and ever. Not forever but you get the point ><
Haven't posted in a while and it's now time for school! Bye everyone, stay safe!
If only i could hug you forever and ever and ever. Not forever but you get the point ><
Haven't posted in a while and it's now time for school! Bye everyone, stay safe!
20090529
Sleeping. zZz
My first post ever...
Well, it's 2:23am and I'm still up! I should be sleeping! But I have irregular sleeping patterns. I didn't eat much today; 2 cups of orange juice, 3 mouth fulls of apple juice, 2 squirts of water and a piece of toast. I'm pretty hungry right now but it's too late to cook =[
I want to eat this... sushi which I had a while ago.
I'm excited for next Wednesday, apparently we're going to start breaking again, so that's going to be awesome xxxx10000. I took up c-walking recently (4days ago), seeing something inspirational. Grr I can feel the acid build up in my head, it wants me to sleep.
Bye I'm going now.
*Laughs*
-LeeDh.
Currently Listening To:
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Well, it's 2:23am and I'm still up! I should be sleeping! But I have irregular sleeping patterns. I didn't eat much today; 2 cups of orange juice, 3 mouth fulls of apple juice, 2 squirts of water and a piece of toast. I'm pretty hungry right now but it's too late to cook =[
I want to eat this... sushi which I had a while ago.
I'm excited for next Wednesday, apparently we're going to start breaking again, so that's going to be awesome xxxx10000. I took up c-walking recently (4days ago), seeing something inspirational. Grr I can feel the acid build up in my head, it wants me to sleep.
Bye I'm going now.
*Laughs*
-LeeDh.
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