20100309

Bboyin

I'm so fucking tired, 5 days straight of Bboyin morning, afternoon and night. Now i'm exhausted.

This guy right here told me to take a break and read a book when I lack creativity.

-Bboy Born.

But, If you haven't checked it out yet check out strife.tv on www.youtube.com or alternatively just click on this link Strife.tv Youtube account. some of the hottest stuff on bboyin, and MissLee is pretty cute as well, she can hit 2000's better then me, but hey I can't hit 2000's in the first place.

I think it's HOT having a b-girl for a girlfriend or a girlfriend who plays an instrument as her profession as a girlfriend.

But anyway if you ALSO haven't check it out yet Royal Pirates have a new MV out check out Royal Pirates at www.youtube.com or alternatively click on this link Royal Pirates - Dissapear these guy's are the bomb! The only thing I really enjoy listening to besides breakbeats.
Aiight, well I'm out. =] Much Love, dMelon Bad Habitz Crew.

PS. Just want to let you all know, I intend to become better and lead the Floor Gangz Chapter in Australia.



20100302

The End & The Beggining

I quit my job today and I applied for centrelink.

Now it's time to find a new job, at least im less stressed about it all now.

20100301

Jay Park 2PM.

It's 1:59PM right now.

Without Jay Park it will never be 2PM.

To me, Jay Park is an idol, someone I look up to, it fucking ruined my day when they said you were never comming back.

Jay Park 2PM AOM.

Why would I ever, Why would I ever...

Sunday, FAIL.
Monday,FAIL.
Job, FAIL.
Relationship, FAIL.
Car, FAIL.

My life is full of fail, not really, I just didn't get to do the things I really needed to do on Sunday and Monday so that was FAIL.

I hate my job as a hairdresser as of right now, I don't like the people I work with, always stressing me and pissing me off at work, It's fortunate that I'm a very nice person who is rather passive. If i could I would yell at you all when you're in the wrong, but who am I to do that since I'm just a 1st year apprentice and you're all my seniors. I don't like where I am right now, I don't like working in a Caucasian salon and getting told off by all of you, NOW I'm not saying I don't like getting told off, I just don't want to get told off by people who are HYPOCRITES and by people I DON'T RESPECT.

If I was working in an asian salon and got told off I wouldn't care as much because I would respect my seniors SIMPLY because they're asian and they cut hair the way I would like to cut hair.

You're all fucking stressing me out, I'm just going to leave you all one day stranded. You might even end my career before it's starts because of all of your bullshit, I hate your fakeness.

... I have plans of changing careers.

Relationship fail, I thought I had a thing with someone, I was so fucking obsessed with you and it was MORE then OBVIOUS that I liked you, yet you decided to play along and fuck up my feelings, throwing empty chances at me like as if they meant something when they didn't. Don't fucking claim me as your's and don't fucking give me pet names if it's just for FUN, because in a PERFECT WORLD it fucking means something.

SO FUCK YOU!. Yes I spent alot of money on you and tried to support you financially, but I don't regret it, because I don't put a price on my feelings. Money was not an issue to me. Fuck the late nights I spent with you.

...

I'm waiting impatiently to buy a car.

Someone come to my rescue while I'm still here.