You know everybody, Year 12 is TOUGH, but you have to soldier through it. I've been so indecisive over what to do after year 12. I always knew 'studying' wasn't the thing for me, but i never gave up on it. Today i gave up on it, I'm going to finish year 12 and do what I've always wanted to do. CUT HAIR. So pretty much if you want to do something and you like it just do it, you're never too old to change your mind. When you reach 30 just make sure you know what you like and what you're doing because you MUST support you and your family.
And most of all discuss your life with your parents, brothers, sisters, friends. But don't let them make the decisions for you, you make your own decisions. It's not what others think which make your decisions important, it's what you think which make your decisions important. Everyone has a different importance to them.
So pretty much, my life after year 12 is decided I am going to cut hair. Thank you.
20090828
20090817
The Island Update
Just to clarify things, yes I do think my first song 'The Island' is shit. But hey everyone has to start somewhere, and unfortunately this is how i started.
The Island
This is the island,
Where the coconuts are falling
This is the island,
Where the rain does not stop pouring
And I keep trying
Till the hours of the early morning
And I keep trying
Till there's no more denying
That, you should be my girl
And that you should be my world
Cause girl I can't stop trying
And girl I can't stop hiding
Because, this is the island
Deserted for just for us
This is the island
Where love... begins with me and you
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Who likes my first demo song? Well honestly the lyrics don't do my any justice. I started to rhyme it at first then i was like ahh stuff it i'll try something different etc etc. I'll probably make a video of me singing this. If you haven't noticed coconuts and rain represent the heart and tears.
-David.
Where the coconuts are falling
This is the island,
Where the rain does not stop pouring
And I keep trying
Till the hours of the early morning
And I keep trying
Till there's no more denying
That, you should be my girl
And that you should be my world
Cause girl I can't stop trying
And girl I can't stop hiding
Because, this is the island
Deserted for just for us
This is the island
Where love... begins with me and you
____________________________________________
Who likes my first demo song? Well honestly the lyrics don't do my any justice. I started to rhyme it at first then i was like ahh stuff it i'll try something different etc etc. I'll probably make a video of me singing this. If you haven't noticed coconuts and rain represent the heart and tears.
-David.
Updated!
Finally updating my blog, at the request of Stephanie.
So who exactly is Stephanie? Stephanie is some random korean girl who happens to be my girlfriend. She's pretty, goes to church, is innocent (as if), and plays the piano very well.
One time Stephanie was naked... on the phone... taking a shower and i was listening to the water run... lol. Erotic, yes it was.
Hmmmm, well it's pretty lonely now, haven't talked to Steph for ages, but why? BECAUSE she got a massive phone bill. I never get the chance to bring it up because I CAN'T because I don't talk to her on the phone anymore. And everytime I try to bring it up on facebook she changes the subject.
Well work sucks, I work 2 days a week now, that's about $280 every week but yeah... that means I have no weekend life and after the weekend is school. So yeah I have no life?
Right now its 2:38am and I'm updating my blog because i read a nice message from Steph. Grrr I keep missing her on msn by like 10mins it's a conspiracy!
If i do crap in school this year my plans are, to get my rsa and study hairdressing... then keep playing guitar then study music.
That mean's I'll be an alcohol serving hairdresser who plays the guitar. After I study music what will I do? Maybe just compose music etc for movies or something. I have no idea.
SEE YA!
So who exactly is Stephanie? Stephanie is some random korean girl who happens to be my girlfriend. She's pretty, goes to church, is innocent (as if), and plays the piano very well.
One time Stephanie was naked... on the phone... taking a shower and i was listening to the water run... lol. Erotic, yes it was.
Hmmmm, well it's pretty lonely now, haven't talked to Steph for ages, but why? BECAUSE she got a massive phone bill. I never get the chance to bring it up because I CAN'T because I don't talk to her on the phone anymore. And everytime I try to bring it up on facebook she changes the subject.
Well work sucks, I work 2 days a week now, that's about $280 every week but yeah... that means I have no weekend life and after the weekend is school. So yeah I have no life?
Right now its 2:38am and I'm updating my blog because i read a nice message from Steph. Grrr I keep missing her on msn by like 10mins it's a conspiracy!
If i do crap in school this year my plans are, to get my rsa and study hairdressing... then keep playing guitar then study music.
That mean's I'll be an alcohol serving hairdresser who plays the guitar. After I study music what will I do? Maybe just compose music etc for movies or something. I have no idea.
SEE YA!
20090813
Positive
I'm at McDonalds right now, but I'm not eating, just leeching the free internet. School is a bit better now, I'm more organised and stuff. I'll be working out this afternoon and dancing.
Seeee ya =] stay safe everyone.
Seeee ya =] stay safe everyone.
20090807
First Time In a Long Time
Recently I have been depressed and unmotivated in life but why? Well I'm fucking sorry that I'm not the best, I'm fucking sorry that I break out a lot due to my lifestyle, I'm sorry that I'm not who I fucking want to be. It's pretty much a self-esteem problem which has led to me being depressed.
It's like I 'WANT' to do many thing's but when it comes down to doing it, it just doesn't happen at all. Like FOR FUCKS SAKE! WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!?!?! Is there even an answer to all of this?
Well at least I'm not skipping school anymore, and I'm actually going to 'TRY' this time to do things that I want.
My Current Schedule:
-School
-Sleep
-Stephanie
My New Schedule:
-School
-Working out
-Homework
-Stephanie
-Sleep
I've realised that I have bad time management, always sleeping in the afternoons when I can be working out. I'm going to break this habit, apparently it takes two weeks to break a habit.
I WAS going to buy an electric guitar this week, but my brother fucked me over and Is no longer willing to give me money to buy one, I'm so indecisive with my money If I keep it on me then I will slowly spend it. Maybe I should start giving it to my mum again to save towards my car?
Well, this is all I have to say... Sorry for the long delays I've been spending my time unwisely, and tweety just incase you read this I'm still working on my blog! Thank you for all of your help up until now.
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